love is hurt

i can't describe my feeling at this moment...what can i say is that, "love is hurt"...please...don't give any hope if you are not so sure about your real feeling. You might hurt his/her feeling...and yes! I was so stupid to fall in love with someone that like to "main tarik tali" with me..

for many years i keep waiting for him, but i think this is the right time to let him go from my heart...and i don't want to repeat the same mistake anymore. I believe that one day i can find a better man, i mean much much better than him.

now i want to focus on my life, my career and my family. Love is no longer important for me.

and to you, thanks for the moments we had together...I'll never forget as it will remind me to be more careful next time. May happiness will always be yours and please don't hurt anyone ever again...goodbye 'love'!

hush hush

Hush Hush
Pussycat Dolls

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain
I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough, you should have known



I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never asked for help
I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me



And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me



Because,
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way
I get the final say



Because,
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush



I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act, to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed hurt
I never needed you to be there every day



I'm sorry for the way I let go
Of everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten
Broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong



And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say, baby



Because,
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way
I get the final say


Because,
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush





I Will Survive


No more words, no more lies, no more crying
No more pain, no more hurt, no more trying, oh
Because,
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way
I get the final say



Because,
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush



Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken, baby

a bit intro!

well...

i don't know where to start...

and for your information,

this is not my 1st blog nor my 2nd...

this is my 3rd blog...yes!3rd blog...

n what the hell i'm doing here?

i don't have the answer...

just go with the flow...

maybe to share something...

something that i can't tell people outside there with my real identity...hahah!

and bla..bla..bla..bla..